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You know the day isn't going to start off well when you wake up to see the ghost of yourself sitting at the foot of your bed. You also know that, no, it wasn't all those drinks last night making you hallucinate when you wake up again after fainting and see that the ghost is still there.
This was a new addition to my morning routine. After sitting up for a third time to find a transparent version of myself staring back at me, I figured I'd either cracked at last, or this was real.
The ghost waved and said "Hello" in my voice, but the sound was distant, as if she spoke from the far room. I decided then that it was real.
"Who are you?" I asked, looking myself up and down in a manner that communicated complete terror.
"I'm a ghost," the ghost said rather kindly, shrugging as though this was a common question.
I spluttered for a bit as my mind tried to unknot this phenomenon, and I was finally able to choke out a "Why do you look like me?" and "Are you my conscience?"
Cassidy One of my biggest fears growing up was that I might somehow become disabled. Running and playing, and then later ballet and gymnastics, were far too important to me as a child. I didn't ever even like constrictive clothing; movement was just too hard to give up in any way. People used to think I had an eating disorder, said I hid a great body, and I mean a great body, beneath baggy clothes. But really, I was just more comfortable that way. Now I'm not so comfortable.
It stands to reason of course that someone like me would be a survivor. I can take a hit; I know this because I've taken far too many hits already. I don't think I'll last much longer. I couldn't have even made it this far without the help of so many others, and I'm afraid that my incompetence has cost us more than a few lives. Really, what were they thinking? The whole time they could have dropped me and ran, risk that I am to keep. And even now, I don't know why the team doe
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